Rumors

What is the point of them?
Today i have been told that i have started and spread a rumor about my ex boyfriend and a friend. This has annoyed me because firstly i haven't actually said any thing and secondly because i wouldn't have said anything because i hate it when rumors are made up about myself.
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Why can't things just be simple?

Do you remember the days when if you had an arguement with your friend you would be back to being best friends the next day well not anymore.  These days things are just to complicated.  Last night i had an argument with my friend hannah and now she doesn't want anything to do with me.  The cosequences of this; i have been forced to quit training as all i do is cause arguments.  This morning i tried resolving things by texting her and saying that i was sorry and didn't mean to cause an argument and it was because i am completly stressed because coursework is due in today and i have 10 exams in the next few weeks.  She hasn't replied and i very much doubt she will because i am a complete bitch who ruins everyones life and to top it off i am pretty sure my dad hates me as of course the world revolves around him :/
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when you think you have friends

i always knew i wasn't that good at making friends but when i found myself surrounded my a great group of people i thought my life was complete.  i was loyal to those friends, always remembered their birthdays and made sure they were always happy.  but when they suddenly start to turn against you for no apparent reason that you can see you start to worry especially when the one person who really doesn't like you turns everyone else against you.  i feel lost at school now.  OK, yes i do have plenty of other friends at school but these are my close friends one of which i have known since the day i was born.  i now feel i have no one that i can tell everything to at school and it is getting me down but these people are leaving at the end of the year and going to college so hopefully i will make some great new friends who are doing the same subjects as me next year!!!
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